Don't look back

shit. okay. WHAT JUST HAPPENEDEDE

I have realised that there are 'retweet' buttons next to every of my onsugar posts. YAY~ they are becoming more twitter friendly. \

I've decided that i need to start going to church regularly. I need to start believing in something bigger than myself and differenciation. D: because its getting rather tough. D:

I just slept for a really really long time in a really long time. wow 6hours :D I'm so proud of myself.

Sometimes i wonder if life is meaningless, and yes, it is D:

AHHHHHHHH

I hate the person who invented square root. HEY PERSON-WHO-INVENTED-SQUAREROOT! YOU SUCK. It just never ceases to make my life more difficult than it already is (sidenote: yes! my life is very very difficult for the record). Hai,,,,,,,,,,,,

I also realised that I'll probably die on tuesday cos i forgot to hand in the chem paper2. D: AHHHHHHHHHH and my leader's night consent form. D:

aishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I also have come to another conclusion. Sometimes people make it seem like they need you. Sometimes its just cos they have no one else, but when someone else comes along, you're no longer needed/ SO THE NEXT TIME YOU ASK ME TO HELP YOU, I WONT. (yes, its for you, but i highly doubt you're even going to read this)

SHEEEESHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

And thats just a little glimpse of my unhappiness and angst. gosh, sometimes I'm so angry at the world my head might explode. D:

AHHHHHHHH, and i betcha its not a nice feeling.

OKAYYYYYYYYYYYY, now to go on self-learning rates of change.

so i can go stalk jinwoon with jeanelle :D:D:D

ttfn~

I decided to change my theme back to the original cos it looks cooler :D heh, okay i have to admit i haven't been feeling like myself lately. D: but, i still don't think thats any of my fault. i have the feeling i'm constantly being ignored. so, thanks. for making me a stronger person. because sometimes what hurts the most only makes you stronger.

School is horrible. D:

My life sucks. D:

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In that short 5seconds, i have decided to be more positive. Cant wait for school tmr! Its going to be so fun tmr! but its not like i'm going to have anything to do anyway.

Oh, which reminds me of my near-death experience today. I was walking to school. And i think something happened, but i suddenly couldn't breathe. And i think i kinda looked constipated. weird. Also! It felt like someone was squeezing my heart. not figuratively, it really felt like someone's hand was crushing my heart. So i had to sit at my desk and drool over my table.

kidding bout the drooling, but you get what i mean/

also, i found a better person besides show luo (YIYIN I HOPE YOU"RE READING THIS :D:D:D:D) TANG YU ZHEEEEEEEE~~~~ heehee. yiyin says his nose is weird but i think she's just jealous that show luo cant have such nice hair smile :D:D:D:D

speaking of danson tang, i found this:

i have no idea what amber is doing in there but she is. so YAY~~

stupid road junction

大家好！ 世界好！ 哈哈！

我决定从今天起用华文博客，这样才可以加强华文程度。今天我废了整个早上安排假期疯狂温习的表 D: 嗨， 真累。。。

今天我也看了几个 《下一站，幸福》 的episode：D 实在太伤心了：D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D我喜欢看别人哭：D

用华文博客真麻烦。我花了这么多时间，但这么少字出来而已 D:

嗨，就此搁笔了～！

THESE THOUSAND WORDS ARE PROBABLY ILY MINHYUK OVER AND OVER AGAIN :D :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Mid-years absolutely suck. D: Everything in the world seems FML-ish.
Since the super junior in Singapore requires YOU TO BUY A STUPID PHONE TO GET THE STUPID TICKETS. D:

SUPER JUNIOR IS COMING TO SINGAPORE.

NEED I SAY MORE.